somewhere between okay and…

idk. life really has been weird. Everyday, either surrounds with a strong nostalgia or some kind of emptiness. There are days which pass by and it feels useless to live a life when it’s not really being productive.And then all I do, is feel guilty about it . I don’t even know what I am…

But I tried

I don’t know why I did it . It was something that I had always wanted to. I wanted to be like others, I thought that they are so cool to have a social media account. I thought that, something is missing in my life. This quarantine, I decided to start my blog on Instagram….

That Indo-Pak War Is Inside Us

Who’s happy here? It’s all sham and fakery,” Nimmo said laconically, not bothering to look up from the magazine. “No one’s happy here. It’s not possible. Arre yaar, think about it, what are the things you normal people get unhappy about? I don’t mean you, but grown-ups like you–what makes them unhappy? Price-rise, children’s school…

Suffering from Clinical Depression in the year 2020

It is hard. You know back in those times where I wished to cut down days because I had literally nothing to do, *those times, means back when I was little*, well this is for sure that they are not coming back. It is hard for me to find time for my own-self. I know…

It all started from that one star

It is awful to seek the bitter reality of life especially when it is concerned with human rights. No matter how many times, women’s day is celebrated each year we still face obstacles in our daily life as a woman. Every person on this planet Earth is here because of that one beautiful star behind…

Will this always be a rhetorical question?

It is simple. I can’t find answers to the most important questions of my life. I just can’t know about them but only time will reveal those answers. Yesterday, it took me a moment  to realise how qismat (destiny) has lead me to this stage. I don’t know where life will take me next because even…

I am a weirdo

But firstly, I would like to thank to all of the people who supported me throughout this journey, I mean it feels different because I never expected that people will probably appreciate something that I write. I might not be able to mention everyone here but I want all of you to know that each…

I am desperate for that human interaction

This does not work how I expected it to be. I am sick and utterly depressed. I never knew that distancing ourselves for the sake of prevention will leave a gap between relationships. I don’t see it as a balance. Workload is high and I am all alone. (yes my life is sed). I  feel lethargic…

And now it feels strange

Tuesday was my first day for 10th Grade. I would have never expected it to be awkward but i was wrong. At the same time, I thought if everything would have been normal but I guess that now ‘normal’ is an alien term. I am a little germaphobe so I wore gloves although it was…

Being Nostalgic Is Painful

I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT MY PAST. It is this cycle that keeps on repeating , and it is hard for me to avoid this. I miss everything about my past and I want to go back in time and experience it a second time. What I have learnt is that the people you are…