But I tried

I don’t know why I did it . It was something that I had always wanted to. I wanted to be like others, I thought that they are so cool to have a social media account. I thought that, something is missing in my life. This quarantine, I decided to start my blog on Instagram. It didn’t went well, I started to have this random fears of people reading my content. I never knew that I would have felt insecure or unsafe there. It lasted for about three weeks and then I realised that I had lost myself. My mind was all around this and I wasn’t able to concentrate upon anything. I am so grateful that I have found WordPress to express my feelings. I don’t why, but I always feel safe here. Like I know , that people will appreciate my content, there will be no one who will judge me . This is why I have decided that I will continue writing here and I have deleted my insta , and logged out my account. I had that severe social anxiety and I knew that insta is not made for me,

Thank you to all of you who made me feel better , when I felt sad and supporting me in this journey.

Credit: 2020 Unique Mind Care

7 Comments Add yours

  1. I know the feeling all too well. There’s this strange need to be seen when I’m in other platforms. Blogging always keep me rooted.😊

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    1. Thank you! Finally, I found someone whom I could relate about this anxiety.

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      1. I pretty much avoid social media for almost a year now. Only dropping by now and then (get addicted again for a few days) then back to blogging 🙂 Looking forward to getting to know you more ^_^

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  2. Ashes says:

    Honestly I get that, happens so muchh. Social media can be really draining so yeah I’m glad you’re here on this platform where you’re comfortable and happy! :’)

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  3. thank you, I used to consider myself as an outcast because all my friens had their account and they were perfectly comfortable with it. I realised, that it just depends upon person to person.


  4. Belladonna says:

    I know exactly how you feel! 💗

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  5. Peter says:

    Thank you for following!

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